Recently at work I was in the kiosk inside the mall, you know one of those little places where people stand around waiting for you to come buy something, yea that was me. Well while there I got bored and started dancing in the kiosk. I didn't care. One of the guys from another kiosk came by and picked on me a little and since we've been chatting a little each day. Well I went to get a shirt from them and ended up giving him my number. He is really cute and highly attracted to him (i think it's the spikey purple hair LOL) but anyway I gave him my number and we talked a little yesterday and had a few kisses.
The problem with all this is I have a boyfriend whom I love completely and totally. I am very happy with my boyfriend and I can't imagine my life without him. I have no idea why I allowed the other guy to kiss me or why I kissed back. I know there is a strong, and I mean strong physical attraction there. I'm just drawn to him for some odd reason. But like i said I love my boyfriend I even want to marry him. Other guy isn't going to be in the area for long he moving in a few weeks so it's not even like this could go anywhere. I try to stay away from him and not talk to him, but 1) he is an interesting person I would like to get to know because I am drawn to interesting people, male or female. and 2) it seems the only way i can keep myself from being tempted to chat with him is to quit my job, but I love my job.
I don't know what to do. I mean I should stay as far away from other guy as possible. I mean with my boyfriend there is so much there, but He is so darn busy I barely get to see him, not that I am making athat a condition from my love or anything like that. I don't mind that he has a lot to do, I just wish I could see him more and be with him more.
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pray to God for keeping yourself from temptation next time when you see the guy
or let the guy knows you have a boyfriend
I am glad that you got a job which you like so much:)